<!-- Begin #main - Contains main-column blog content --> <div id="main"><div id="main2"> <h1 id="blog-mobile-title"> <a href="http://slvercussionistic.blogspot.com/"> You got the music in you! </a> </h1> <p id="description-mobile"></p> <h2 class="date-header">Thursday, November 16, 2006</h2> <!-- Begin .post --> <div class="post"><a name="116367937338243155"></a> <h3 class="post-title"> Punctuality: I need serious help. </h3> <div class="post-body"> <p> <div style="clear:both;"></div>I don't know about most people, but when it comes to punctuality, i'm not the one to rely on. As close friends would know, it's just not my forte. There are 2 definite factors to my lateness:<br />1. Wake up late (Doesn't matter what tym i sleep, my internal clock says: have a full 8 hrs of sleep.)<br />2. Painstaking shit time (a.k.a diarrhoea, suddenly feel like shitting, you name it, i've had it.)<br /><br />We'll to you out there, those who would care help me solve this lifelong problem of mine, i welcome your suggestions with arms wide open. =))<br /><br /><br /><br />To you,<br />I've never wanted to put my personal inner feelings in my blog, but there seems to be no one who would really just listen.<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">i love you<br /><br /></span>saying is never enough, doing it is never complete and hearing it is always unsatisfactory. Like a hanging ending to an exciting novel, what we want of each other are never enough.<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Expectations</span><br /><br />I expect the best of behavior from you. You want to see that i always find time for you.<br />Expectations are boundless. Maybe we need to really talk more about our likes and dislikes of one another <span style="font-style: italic;">(in a proper situation of course, none affected by angst, sadness or euphoria)</span>.<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Lost</span><br /><br />Everytime that we distance ourselves, there's this momentary pause that i think of no one. Thats the when i start to hate everyone who deserves to be hated.<br />But as the pause ends, and a half-rational mind resumes, i feel as though i've lost some one who i really take the trouble to care for. Some one, at these painstaking times, would listen to what i say, and give reassurance & comfort.<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Reality</span><br /><br />Its a touchy subject, but we <span style="font-style: italic;">(me, especially)</span> have to take account of whats around us. You say that i've changed, but really, we just need to adapt with time. My busy schedule, i try to fit everyone inside, but i really feel bad if i can't entertain the others. But them and myself, have to accept that. i have only 24hrs, 7 days a week.<br />You, of course, will always be my no. 1 priority, but at certain times, i hope you do understand if i can't go out with you, even though that week we've never gone out for a long time. <span style="font-style: italic;">(i'd love to start and end the day with you, everyday. truely.)</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"></span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">I'm sorry</span><br /><br />I'm apologising although i'm suppose to be angry. But feelings are meant to last a short time. Its only the bitter, sweet reminscence of what we've done, reminds us of what's happened in the past.<br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Would you still love me tomorrow?<br /><br /></span><br /><br /><bgsound src= "http://h1.ripway.com/iloveifah/15amywinehouse-willyoustilllovemetomorrow.mp3" ><div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div> </p> </div> <p class="post-footer"> <em>signed, sealed and delivered by Nur Abdul Karim @ <a href="http://slvercussionistic.blogspot.com/2006/11/punctuality-i-need-serious-help.html" title="permanent link">7:51 PM</a></em> <span class="item-control blog-admin pid-1381892679"><a style="border:none;" href="https://www.blogger.com/post-edit.g?blogID=32240216&postID=116367937338243155&from=pencil" title="Edit Post"><img class="icon-action" alt="" src="https://resources.blogblog.com/img/icon18_edit_allbkg.gif" height="18" width="18"></a></span> </p> </div> <!-- End .post --> <!-- Begin #comments --> <div id="comments"> <a name="comments"></a> <h4>0 Comments:</h4> <dl id="comments-block"> </dl> <p class="comment-timestamp"> <a class="comment-link" href="https://www.blogger.com/comment/fullpage/post/32240216/116367937338243155">Post a Comment</a> </p> <p class="comment-timestamp"> <a href="http://slvercussionistic.blogspot.com/"><< Home</a> </p> </div> <!-- End #comments --> </div></div> <!-- End #main -->
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